Thursday, April 22, 2010

$100,000 MILESTONE!!!

I once heard a missionary ask, "Where is the FUN in fundraising?"  I laughed, but now I really get it.  It is absolutely the hardest thing we have ever had to do in our married life. 

The idea of moving our family to Kenya was pretty difficult to swallow in the beginning.  But we have had so many unmistakeable messages from God that this is His plan for us, that eventually His peace that surpasses understanding has replaced our fears*.  (Not to mention that living in Kenya is certainly more appealing than living in the belly of a big fish :-)  It's an exciting moment when you finally peel your fingers away from all that you've been clinging to, with the hope that God will make good on His promise to deliver more than we could ask or imagine**. 

That elation of knowing you are in the center of God's will carries you like a hot air balloon over your promised land.  There you hover, gazing on the sunrise, and even smelling the adventure awaiting you.  But you've never operated a hot air ballooon before, and you suddenly realize you don't know how to land.  You have no way to touch ground in your promised land without the help of the hands and feet of God: your fellow brothers and sisters.

When we made the decision to move forward, we had no idea how humbling it would be to give up our independent status as professionals and ask other people for money in order to obey what we feel God is calling us to do.  We've been timid in our approach, because you never know how people will react.  We've been blessed with a number of friends who call it a "privilege" to be able to walk this journey with us by contributing their time, money, and skills.  We've had others react with disbelief that we would actually ask for support money so we could "vacation" for three years.  (I'm still not sure how taking care of 40+ children 24/7 could be considered a vacation...but whatever).

Whatever you call it, the process of fundraising has definately been part of our spiritual preparation, perhaps even moreso than our physical preparation.  Isn't the whole point of being a Christian to become more like Christ?  I can think of no one more humble than Jesus, giving up His royal status in the heavenly realm to be born a screaming (poopy) infant, completely dependent on Mary and Joseph for His very survival.  He touched the rotting flesh of lepers, scrubbed filthy feet, and eventually hung on a cross between two thieves, all to obey what God was calling Him to do.  As I write this, I wonder if I can start to view fundraising as a privilege rather than a burden.

So now the exciting news....  When we began the process of setting our budget and fundraising, the $160,000 we need to raise seemed absolutely overwhelming and impossible.  This morning we received an email from our amazingly efficient accountant at church that our cash and pledges have exceeded the $100,000 mark!  God is good and "knows all our needs.  He will give us all we need from day to day, if we live for Him and make the Kingdom of God our primary concern." (Matthew 6:33)

With our potential departure only 4 months away, we have much to accomplish in a short period of time.  We still need to raise almost $59,000; in addition to completing YWAM training applications, Kenyan work permit applications, preparing the house for rental, selling much of our household on Craigslist, figuring out our missionary health insurance and shipping options.  We are choosing to leave the fundraising in God's hands for now so we can focus on the other aspects of our preparation.  Please continue to pray with us that God's perfect timing would be revealed and that the many aspects of our new life would come together in a way that glorifies Him!

*Phil. 4:6-7
**Eph. 3:20

1 comment:

  1. How is it that you say you trust God but then you ask people? This seems to be what James calls a 'double minded man'...asking God in prayer then getting off your knees and asking man...

    If he truly is God, as you say, wouldn't this God put it on man's heart to give without you asking them? This thinking seems to be what you guys call worldly thinking. This appears to be men asking men to help them and only using God as a cover to get what you desire. This God you talk about must be small if you can't wait for him to supply without asking people. You make becoming a Christian look like just another crutch. I doesn't sound attractive to me.

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